James Van der Beck is reflected in the deaths in the battle of cancer

James van der Beck It was reflected in the difficulty of last year after a diagnosis of colon and rectal cancer in the third stage

The actor, 48, shared how his healthy battle caused questioning his value and place, and describing how his cancer affected his wife and family. Through Instagram recent video.

(It was Van Deir Beck Married to his wife Kimberly Since 2010, the couple participated six children: Olivia, 14, Joshua, 13, Annabel, 11, Emilia, 8, Gwndolin, 6, Jeremiah, 2.)

“It was the most difficult year in my life and wanted to share something I learned with you,” Van Der Beek started in the video published to celebrate his forty -eighth birthday. “When I was younger, I used to introduce myself as an actor, which was not all of that. Then I became a husband and that was much better. Then I became a father and this was the final.”

Van der Beck explained that determining himself as “a loving, powerful, powerful, supportive husband, father, or host of the earth” was important for him. According to Van Deir Beck, his cancer threw this strong definition that he kept dearly.

Then this year, I had to look at my country’s deaths in Al Ain. I came to the nose with death. I was far from treatment, so I could no longer be a husband that was useful for my wife. I can no longer be a father who can capture his children, put them in bed, and be for them.

He continued: “I could not be an provider because I was not working. I couldn’t even be a host of the ground because I was sometimes very weak to reprimand all the trees during the window that I was supposed to cut.”

“Who am I?”

“So I faced the question that if you are only here to be a very weak man, weak, alone, in an apartment with cancer, what am I?” the Dawson Kreik It reflects alum.

In the end, Van der Beck concluded that he was still worthy of self -love even though his life conditions change.

“I contemplated and the answer came. I deserve the love of God, simply because I am. If I am worthy of God’s love, I should not be worthy of a stadium?”

Van der Beck revealed for the first time Diagnosis of cancer In November 2024.

“I was specially dealing with this diagnosis and took steps to solve, with the support of my amazing family,” I explained at that time. “There is a reason for optimism, and I feel good.”