Rachel Kirkonil calls Matt James the disintegration of “a blessing in camouflage”

Two months have passed since then Rachel Kirkonil and James died‘ Separate Distinguished fans – and the first Bachelor’s The contestant itself.

“I definitely think he was still out anywhere,” said Kirkonil, 28, said, US weekly During an exclusive interview while promoting new clothes Group with Showpo. “And I think that whether there is some unfortunately (regarding) the separation in the first place – or at least the way that was addressed – perhaps there (at the end of it) if I have to guess or if I have to say without saying.”

Kirkconnell noted that “part of the cause” is still “very sad” that “it was not necessary to go down the way it happened.” (Kirkconnell and James, 33, separated in early January, where he finished things during a trip to Tokyo in the midst of a tense battle About dinner spot))

“It is sad to look back now – after four years, thus things came out,” I continued. “It is something that does not inhabit, but something I wonder if I will always feel upset.”

However, Kirkconnell explained that she is progressing.

“I am strongly believed in thinking that it was a convincing blessing and everything happens for some reason, and that this is just something that should happen in my life,” I told. we. “I don’t even know for any reason, but I trust it. I trust the process. I am fine and things are fine. As it is sad as it is, it happens for some reason.”

Before their division, Kirkkonil and James said in various interviews that they were talking about it marriage And the following steps. Kirkonil later She revealed “Call her father” The podcast, which James told him that he realized that she had the qualities of that He did not see In a future wife.

Now, Kirkconnell is looking for a relationship of mutual respect.

“Not only do you need to sympathize with your partner, but also sympathize with yourself. She said,” Not only sympathy, but just make sure we.

Kirkonil said she learned that she wanted to be in a partnership where the two parties accept each other “for those who are – faults and everything.”

She explained: “And always get to make sure that you are a sophisticated partner.” “I will not talk about all women, but for me personally, I can be a particular awareness of time, or I can really be difficult for myself. If we look back on everything, I wonder where we got from that. I certainly want a partner that always raises me and supported me.”

She added: “This is not what they are there-I think you need to find this within yourself-but there is a person who supports you and raises you in the same way that you do is not negotiable from here on the way.”

The following Kirkconnell steps are described as its “golden age”, which is going alongside her Collabo.

“It was either the pieces that look very amazing during the golden pieces (or) that you can feel very confident, which are modern and enjoyable pieces, but also more simple and high to where we hope you can get a lot of its wearer or enable you to design it many different ways,” she explained. “

But will the new clothes shake on the beaches? Bachelor of Paradise? (The separation is scheduled to return this summer and the host Jesse Palmer It was previously said we That both Kirkonil and James It will be welcome Return to the privilege.)

“I don’t know if you are able to determine the history of a person inside the concession again. Kirkkonil said before we She pushed her back. “Listen, I will never close the door on anything. This is not me, but I also feel very close and I don’t think I am ready for that.”

It knows that the group has a suitable appearance for Bip Rose party, which is extreme white lace outside the shoulder dress or black floral dress without bras.

“Maybe you will not see me on the beaches heaven“You might see me on the beaches elsewhere, just leave myself with a dress,” she said.

While the group includes two appearance Palmer cake Shake – flowers, there are many white looks as well.

“I have a lot of friends in their wedding age at the moment, so I really want to get a lot of my friends in all white pieces. This white lace dress I mentioned (to Bip) Then a white dress shorter with ruffles that come throughout the shoulders. It is very beautiful. “I like to wear white for spring and summer, so I’m sure I will benefit from it too, but I like to see many girls wearing white on a bachelor’s or at the wedding shower.”

Fans can shop at Rachael Kirkconnell X Showpo: The Golden Era Collection at Showpo.com.